striving to change the reality

A BEGGAR WITH DREAMS...
that is what i m right now...
a person always asking for something..
wishing for more..
wishing for what i don't have..
trying t get what i cant have...
still keep desiring, dreaming and asking...
but writting this and accepting this as a fact feels good..
it gives the encouragement to change..
i don't want to be d beggar...
not now..
and not in future..
it gives me d strength to work even when i m tired..
my friends think i m going nuts..
but i m just trying to change the reality..
i don't want to hold the begging bowl any longer..
i just want to stand up..
and stop asking...