I finally realised…
A part in me is DEAD..
The part that knew how to LOVE…..
The part that knew how to CARE…..
The part that knew how to TRUST….
I don’t know for how long has it gone…
I just noticed its absence………………
I feel no pain,
I have no regrets,
Just a Cold-Bloodied emptiness is all I can decipher…
This emptiness makes me indifferent,
This emptiness makes me isolated,
This emptiness makes me everything but SAD…
I don’t now how & when I became so isolated that I lost touch with everyone including myself…
I talk to everyone as if nothing has changed,
But
that warmth in me has somewhere gone,
that twinkle in my eye is no longer there,
that love in my heart is now lost…
Everyone thinks I am focussed on my goals and that is they say what isolates me from everyone..
But they donot realise the focus and energy on goals is just there so that I don’t pay attention to what is dead in me..
I don’t know what I am doing,
I don’t know why I am doing,
Its just the only escape I have left….
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3 comments:
hmmmmmmm
At least u know the things dead in u...
they r nt dead...they r asleep..
wake them up..
u know wat 2 do
do it..
u know alot of us feel the same .. (yea me too)
its kinda good sometimes not to feel the pain and not to care about things around u.
but dont let anythin die within u. let it stay asleep for a while. it'll be alive and kicking one day, trust me !!!
cheers !!
Dhawal
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