Wednesday, May 14, 2008

LIFE's BATTLE-- UPTU-the face of terror...

My sixth tryst with UPTU happened today.
Well all those lucky people who don’t know what UPTU actually is let me tell u
U : UTTERLY
P : PATHETIC
T : TECHNICAL
U : UNIVERSITY
..
I m a UPTU victim meaning I m a student of this university and had my sixth semester first exam yesterday..
This means I have already faced UPTU monster 25 times and today was 26th time..
Well I started my blog yesterday to just get some frustration of exams, staying away from home etc etc out of me and here my second blog to just vent it all out..Today I wanna shout, scream & laugh like a maniac .. maybe cry out loud, sob, jump off the balcony..or run like an insane person, jump up and down…just don’t what to do to take it all out.. so remembered my promise to myself that I will write to vent out..
So here I am..
What I m feeling today is just a mixture of too many emotions that I can’t even try to define them..
U know its like sometimes u make a fool of yourself when u really wanna make a good impression but in the end screw up..
The same is something I feel.. embarrassed, irritated, agitated, frustrated, annoyed, maybe even angry but I m just finding it too funny to be sad about it.. I mean when I submitted my answer sheet and when I look around the look on everyone elses face-- it was too hilarious.. I forgot all my tensions, lousy feelings, self pity etc etc that very instance and started laughing like a maniac. And all my classmates glared at me as if was some kind of disgusting worm or something like that.. but you know what their reaction made me laugh even more..
It just brought out an irony of life to perspective..
We always fail to see the lighter side of the whole situation coz we r always worried about the consequence..
WHY can’t we just be happy way things are for once drop our cautions and just
“LET IT BE”.. CHILL…
Stop worrying and start enjoying..
I feel that most of us forgotten to find happiness in the feel of those few raindrops on your face or the smell of earth when it rains after hot days or even the breeze when I touches you as if caressing you. We no longer feel happy on seeing the first rays of sunshine coming inside the room just peeping from behind the curtains, or even on seeing small dainty butterfly fluttering on a beautiful rose..
We would rather think of the traffic jams the rain will cause or the meetings that we have scheduled during the day when we see the sunshine, a butterfly fluttering just reminds us to close the window so that such bugs cannot get inside the house..
What have we become ???????????????
WHY are we growing to be such cynical people.. Forgetting to enjoy the small pleasures of life to make way for something that we believe to be better… but r these so called better things actually making our life better or is it just an illusion.????????????

P.S: Plzz anyone who can figure all this out just provide me with the answers too….

6 comments:

Unknown said...

haha Sexci post :P
university chod do aur reporter ya philosopher ban jao sab tension door ho jayenge :P

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Unknown said...

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Dhawal Trivedi said...

well, amrita, it might just be an illusion, but then whats the harm in enjoying the lighter side of things sometimes ??
i mean what has to happen will eventually happen, what u wrote in ur exam will show up as the RESULT !
and its not gonna change, no matter how much pains we take.
so its like - lets do our best at everything, leave the rest to god, and try n enjoy lighter side of everything in life.
howzzat ??
rock on
Dhawal

Bloggy said...

UPTU SUCKS!!!
was fortunate enuf to get rid of it :)
our whole class got failed in first sem a class comprising of top 50 rankers in UPSEAT -- they are sick...really sick
I think i shud stop lest i should write some unwarrented abusive language ..
thank u for desroying my night